it's nothing that interesting outside of that stuff i made in a tin can out of everything i could find because i was too lazy to walk back to camp it was kind of gross
hey targets are just straw and paper there's no one to hurt and they will never bleed or do anything
people are worse, but one thing i have learned about this? about having these abilities and knowing that some where in my head is a trigger that'll make me kill? i am shooting to protect those that can't protect themselves i'm using my skills that hurt someone to keep those kids on this thing from getting hurt worse and if i get to that point where it is kill or be killed? i might end up doing that as well because my other was someone who had to live by his wits and his skills with a gun he grew up with no one but his small gang he saw his parents get killed in riots that the police didn't care about until it spilled over into the rich sections of the city if i can prevent something like that from happening, i will even if it means having to hurt someone else
...shit, dude. That's. I think I underst- no, I do. I get it and you're right. I didn't know that about you and your other but i understand. I think we've got more in common than i knew. Thank you. For laying it out for me like that.
I kept telling myself if i crossed that line there's no turning back But there never was to begin with.
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that i do know
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At least I won't feel have to feel like a complete idiot once I've got it. Heh.
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probably more like scholarly challenged
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I do some pretty stupid shit sometimes you know.
I think my other was worse.
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just ask my entire family
my former teachers
that one herding group
a couple photographers
all my exes
wait
don't ask my exes.
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not your exes I like my head where it is thank you.
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outside of that stuff i made in a tin can out of everything i could find because i was too lazy to walk back to camp
it was kind of gross
same here
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funny how things like that end up
it is really goddamned gross
after everything that'd be a really shitty way to die don't you think?
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must have been too drunk to care
i don't know. they're all pretty hot
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hard to enjoy that when you're dead yeah?
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sorry can we not use that right now.
but yeah I hear you. I guess that'd be better all things considered.
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i need more names for the attack goons
let's come up with names
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don't use fido.
i don't like fido.
how about toothpick douchebag?
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toothpick douchebag?
it's a little long for a pet kind of name
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i guess we'll just have to wing it with target practice
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i make really girly sounds of pain
seriously
like high squeals sounds even
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I mean girly squeals sounds kind of hilarious but I wouldn't want to hurt you.
I still don't really like the idea of hurting anyone.
[Which makes these conflicting feelings really confusing and distressing.]
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targets are just straw and paper
there's no one to hurt and they will never bleed or do anything
people are worse, but one thing i have learned about this?
about having these abilities and knowing that some where in my head is a trigger that'll make me kill?
i am shooting to protect those that can't protect themselves
i'm using my skills that hurt someone to keep those kids on this thing from getting hurt worse
and if i get to that point where it is kill or be killed?
i might end up doing that as well
because my other was someone who had to live by his wits and his skills with a gun
he grew up with no one but his small gang
he saw his parents get killed in riots that the police didn't care about until it spilled over into the rich sections of the city
if i can prevent something like that from happening, i will
even if it means having to hurt someone else
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...shit, dude.
That's. I think I underst- no, I do. I get it and you're right.
I didn't know that about you and your other but i understand. I think we've got more in common than i knew.
Thank you. For laying it out for me like that.
I kept telling myself if i crossed that line there's no turning back
But there never was to begin with.
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